turn it off
there are somethings that are inevitable. there are things you can only wish for and never have, things you really want but cant have ever. there are things you already have but dont really need. you cant exchange it for better or for worse, how ironic. stop bullshitting your ego and yourself by saying 'nothing is impossible'.
sometimes, you also go through real tough times (most of us go through it all the time but thats a totally different story). until that time comes you never realize what you actually have. when you re "in" the moment, you cant make up your mind 'bout things only when its on its way out of the door, you go 'aww man'. everything is to be broken. dreams, brackets (the one stuck on my teeth), wishes, plates, cups. and oh yes, promises bhee. you need any exmaple for in evitability? hmm, well breaking someones heart or someone breaking your heart is perfect example. that one person, who takes your heart away and in return gives you alot of meaningless dreams and desires, hah, you assholes you people are freaking lucky dudes. but that all depends on how you look at that thingi. no matter how much heartache that person brought, no matter how fucking far you ve come across since your hearts were aching really bad :| that one gesture will change everything, strike somewhere really deep (you didnt even knew that deep abyss existed until that smile embrased you). AND THAT THING WILL WIPE AWAY ALL THE HAPPINESS YOU GAINED (which now seems like forever?) and oh the feeling will rush back, will give you the pleasure, for a simple second or perhaps for eternity. that special someone.
one thing i know is that i wasnt meant for this world of saplessness. i believe i m on my way out. every passing moment i am getting closer but its sure to take long :\. i need to be a bitchy little anchoress for a while. frankly, the things i have invested time in have given me nothing but bruises, NS damage and physical pain.
oh fuck, i dont care bout it now. every breath you take is on :)
sometimes, you also go through real tough times (most of us go through it all the time but thats a totally different story). until that time comes you never realize what you actually have. when you re "in" the moment, you cant make up your mind 'bout things only when its on its way out of the door, you go 'aww man'. everything is to be broken. dreams, brackets (the one stuck on my teeth), wishes, plates, cups. and oh yes, promises bhee. you need any exmaple for in evitability? hmm, well breaking someones heart or someone breaking your heart is perfect example. that one person, who takes your heart away and in return gives you alot of meaningless dreams and desires, hah, you assholes you people are freaking lucky dudes. but that all depends on how you look at that thingi. no matter how much heartache that person brought, no matter how fucking far you ve come across since your hearts were aching really bad :| that one gesture will change everything, strike somewhere really deep (you didnt even knew that deep abyss existed until that smile embrased you). AND THAT THING WILL WIPE AWAY ALL THE HAPPINESS YOU GAINED (which now seems like forever?) and oh the feeling will rush back, will give you the pleasure, for a simple second or perhaps for eternity. that special someone.
one thing i know is that i wasnt meant for this world of saplessness. i believe i m on my way out. every passing moment i am getting closer but its sure to take long :\. i need to be a bitchy little anchoress for a while. frankly, the things i have invested time in have given me nothing but bruises, NS damage and physical pain.
oh fuck, i dont care bout it now. every breath you take is on :)
posted by Sarah at 9:05 PM
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