neglected hearts learn not to care

blogging has been a disaster. there are times when i think of removing the ol' blog. but then i realise, ohmygod, cant happen. like everything this has to come to an end too. its hard to acknowledge. this fact. bahut ajeeb hai.

i ve so much in me. so much rage and hurt and love. i cant possibily evolve in a day or a week or even a year. my biggest mistake: giving everything away to anyone who feigned interest and affection. i ve folded so many times. i ve allowed others to tell me how wretched and noxious i am (which may very well be true-sometimes) but i ve never stopped trying to be better. i am far from perfect. i am all flawed and down right rotten in certain crevices of my being.

pata nahi, har ka point kia hai? :\ of everything? i mean, just when you think okay, the meaning of this this this stuff is this. it turns you infront of a totally outrageous situation. and you huh what a fool, i am! how adorable :s

kher, wo, pata nai. tupac haina. wo bus acha hai. bahut zayada wala :|:|