...time... won't leave me as i am.
and i miss you when you re not around
i'm getting ready to leave the ground
oh you look so beautiful tonight
in the city of blinding lights
- City of blinding lights, U2
Everytime i see this song on tv, it makes me realize how unfortunate i actually am (in an odd way). I havent been to U2 concert in my life of 17 years. And by the time i will be able to i dont think so they ll be around. I ve already missed the oppurtunity to see PF live, i dont wanna miss 'em. But the point here is, i m unfortunate because i havent done anything meaningful uptil now. I cannot even tell my grand-children (if there are any) i saw PF live or/and i cannot even tell 'em how i survived in WW2. I can tell 'em all 'bout the bad things i ve done uptil now. This sucks and obviously doesnt make any sense.
And another bad thing happened yesterday night. The lights went out. And OH. MY. GOD. it was so hothothothothot. I cannot even begin to explain. I dont even see how i slept for 2 hours. The light finally came at 12 in the noon. I dressed myself up after taking a shower. Had brunch, watched a lil tv and then i slept for like 2 hours. while having tea (shit, i feel like having tea right now) i saw this whole one-hour documentary on the discovery chanel of how did alexander the great die. There were of course many theories. You can read all 'bout em here if your interested. The thing i liked 'bout that era was the names of places and people, very unique. The saddest thing was 32 is a very young age to die. I wonder what would've happened to the west if he lived for another decade :
The list of 'summer-book-list' keep increasing and i havent even bought one book yet. That is not because i m unfortunate (?) its because i m so frigging lazy, that to go out of the house i feel very lame :S I cannot enjoy anything even for a lil while when i ve something on my mind eg. the upcoming result nor do i feel like going to places and meeting people. Everytime i think 'bout it my heart beat increases. Screw it, i dont feel like talking bout it :(. Now why wasnt i roxane, i could travel with my bi-sexual handsome and strong husband, alexander and not worry 'bout this thing.
i'm getting ready to leave the ground
oh you look so beautiful tonight
in the city of blinding lights
- City of blinding lights, U2
Everytime i see this song on tv, it makes me realize how unfortunate i actually am (in an odd way). I havent been to U2 concert in my life of 17 years. And by the time i will be able to i dont think so they ll be around. I ve already missed the oppurtunity to see PF live, i dont wanna miss 'em. But the point here is, i m unfortunate because i havent done anything meaningful uptil now. I cannot even tell my grand-children (if there are any) i saw PF live or/and i cannot even tell 'em how i survived in WW2. I can tell 'em all 'bout the bad things i ve done uptil now. This sucks and obviously doesnt make any sense.
And another bad thing happened yesterday night. The lights went out. And OH. MY. GOD. it was so hothothothothot. I cannot even begin to explain. I dont even see how i slept for 2 hours. The light finally came at 12 in the noon. I dressed myself up after taking a shower. Had brunch, watched a lil tv and then i slept for like 2 hours. while having tea (shit, i feel like having tea right now) i saw this whole one-hour documentary on the discovery chanel of how did alexander the great die. There were of course many theories. You can read all 'bout em here if your interested. The thing i liked 'bout that era was the names of places and people, very unique. The saddest thing was 32 is a very young age to die. I wonder what would've happened to the west if he lived for another decade :
The list of 'summer-book-list' keep increasing and i havent even bought one book yet. That is not because i m unfortunate (?) its because i m so frigging lazy, that to go out of the house i feel very lame :S I cannot enjoy anything even for a lil while when i ve something on my mind eg. the upcoming result nor do i feel like going to places and meeting people. Everytime i think 'bout it my heart beat increases. Screw it, i dont feel like talking bout it :(. Now why wasnt i roxane, i could travel with my bi-sexual handsome and strong husband, alexander and not worry 'bout this thing.
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