you've got to be kidding me!

listening to innocence faded by dream theatre.

There are people who dont have the courtesy to say sorry and expect everything to be okay on their own. Oh ok, i'm not gonna talk bout it because lets face it, you dont need to know =p [i'm not gonna say it doesnt matter because i frigging hate that line, if you want me to be really angry just say 'it doesnt matter', and viola, a sarah hot from the oven.]

I'm so frigging outta my mind these days. I dunno what to do anymore =/ Its sad. I want to use the gift that God gave me and do something worth it. The path whether smooth or rugged i will walk with the truth in my heart. I am a gift, a treasure and someone perhaps a few love me for the lovely beneath my skin. [not the tough-ie who can just bully the cunt-headed cockweasels] =/.

The universe loves and despises me. My luck is a ridiculous little carnival freak who wont do me any good. My karma is fucked. I'm not saying i'm doing the right stuff all the time. I have done a great deal of wrong in this life but i ve been wronged since the day i was born. I'm not going to get all cry baby about my current state of affairs but i must stomp about the world with my middle fingers pointed at the starless sky screaming, "fuck you, damnit, this is just not fair!".

Now, if you'll excuse me, i'll take a cold cold shower.