listneing to comfortably numb - pink floyd

The mood of the moment is sinuous flowing through the musical vale created by the guitar strings. Am I being vainglorious for seizing the moment away from the undermined world usually dictating the terms of endearment or am I just being rebellious?

I wonder at the sense of purpose that drives people around me. I am absolutely devoid of that not because of my insolence to pursue it but by the mere recognition of the vanity of it after a long importune pursuit on my side.

I know i make 0% sense here but kill me =P

When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown, The dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.???

The Floyds singing on the music machine of mine. I always loved them, Pink-Floyd, the band, the rebels carrying an abstractive but an intelligent message through that music of theirs.