me,myself,i ; labelled as a fool.
listening to psycho groupie cocaine crazy - system of a down.
a yay for jibran for introducing me to this song =D.
there's two sides to me, which one have you seen?
Sarah A: is an unrelenting asshole. she can make anyone crack no matter what their emotional attachment is. i admire this side of sarah because she is powerful. shes innocent. not clever. she gets things done. she can also leave a mess. this side appears often when i am in good spirits. it's a sort of high aswell when someone has been victimized. Sarah A is dying.
Sarah B: Sarah B is the most caring understanding individual. Sarah A poured salt on a slug and Sarah B held the memorial service. Sarah B must clean up Sarah A's mess. Sarah B isn't angry at Sarah A. She isn't angry at anyone. Sarah B even empathizes with Sarah A. They are like long lost sisters. Together they make up Sarah as a whole, but rarely can Sarah as a whole be seen. Sarah B is also dying.
They both have the same goals. A home. A car in the garage. And a nice place to relax. A fridge full of juices is necessary for relaxation aswell. Sarah as a whole will just sip it though. A room full of cigarettes. Sarah A and B both seem to overconsume it :/
Sarah is annoyed that no one really gives a shit anymore. Everyone is loud and obnoxious but never cares 'bout how she feels. Sarah tried this at one time and was told her cause was not important enough. ANYTHING you believe in is important enough. Sarah A and B used to be annoyed with people when they spoke up, were radical, or were different. We now encourage such behavior. She can do anything for the one she loves. I seriously hope it wasnt S (the person i loved the most in the world) or else things would've been so different. It would've been easy to get over a few people then. I, myself, would'not have felt like a disgusting fool infront of my own eyes. The only one whose left alone, kicked in the stomach, made a fool outta me is me. Everybodys happy 'bout the way things are. And why should'nt they be? Its all 'bout what they want ALWAYS. First, they stab me at the back. Expect Sarah A and B both to act normal. To be a pretender the rest of her life. And now that i'm thinking of letting it go. People aint appreciating it at all. Its so one-sided. Sarah wants to get rid of everyone.
a yay for jibran for introducing me to this song =D.
there's two sides to me, which one have you seen?
Sarah A: is an unrelenting asshole. she can make anyone crack no matter what their emotional attachment is. i admire this side of sarah because she is powerful. shes innocent. not clever. she gets things done. she can also leave a mess. this side appears often when i am in good spirits. it's a sort of high aswell when someone has been victimized. Sarah A is dying.
Sarah B: Sarah B is the most caring understanding individual. Sarah A poured salt on a slug and Sarah B held the memorial service. Sarah B must clean up Sarah A's mess. Sarah B isn't angry at Sarah A. She isn't angry at anyone. Sarah B even empathizes with Sarah A. They are like long lost sisters. Together they make up Sarah as a whole, but rarely can Sarah as a whole be seen. Sarah B is also dying.
They both have the same goals. A home. A car in the garage. And a nice place to relax. A fridge full of juices is necessary for relaxation aswell. Sarah as a whole will just sip it though. A room full of cigarettes. Sarah A and B both seem to overconsume it :/
Sarah is annoyed that no one really gives a shit anymore. Everyone is loud and obnoxious but never cares 'bout how she feels. Sarah tried this at one time and was told her cause was not important enough. ANYTHING you believe in is important enough. Sarah A and B used to be annoyed with people when they spoke up, were radical, or were different. We now encourage such behavior. She can do anything for the one she loves. I seriously hope it wasnt S (the person i loved the most in the world) or else things would've been so different. It would've been easy to get over a few people then. I, myself, would'not have felt like a disgusting fool infront of my own eyes. The only one whose left alone, kicked in the stomach, made a fool outta me is me. Everybodys happy 'bout the way things are. And why should'nt they be? Its all 'bout what they want ALWAYS. First, they stab me at the back. Expect Sarah A and B both to act normal. To be a pretender the rest of her life. And now that i'm thinking of letting it go. People aint appreciating it at all. Its so one-sided. Sarah wants to get rid of everyone.
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