stupid ol' me.

i did the most stupid-est thing ever yesterday night.so very stupid of me :.i hate myself for that.and sad enough, i think hes gonna stop blogging (the only hope) :|

so much is going on these days.i'm way back behind my schedule.it has already started costing me.i'm going awful to worse.everything is just so outta control.

P.S, God,please,i want geeky old me back!