why is nothing new??

i'm sitting here wondering what to say in this posting,but I can't come up with anything.why is that?why is there nothing new and spectacular in my life?i know there's been a lot of things that have happened lately,but i just don't want to sit down and spill my guts,in case someone reads it and i'm not comfortable with that person knowing.really and truly,there are only a very small number of people in my life who know the most intimate parts of my heart and life.i just don't like telling everyone the things that are going through my head sometimes.does anyone else feel like that?i wonder.i wonder if other people are afraid that someone will judge them because of what is written in their blog.i wonder if it's more of the fact that i only want certain people knowing what's going on.or is it that i'm truly afraid someone will judge me.i'm not sure whats up with me :S.i think that if i think about it too hard,i will get a headache.but,nonetheless,i know that in order to clear my head,i have to allow myself to be somewhat invincible.but not today,no particular reason.i'm jus' blank right now.

i just stop switching chanels when this song is on:

These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There���s no other way
To better sayI love you���
I love you, is that okay���?
- These Words, Natasha Bedingfield

i've no idea why? :S