so it comes..so it goes..

this world still seems to amaze me which at times it hard to do.i have never been the person to limit myself to comformity nor to hide myself from it.
in the latest days i have had to confront my morales once again and now i find my self growing ever older as the world turns.and yet i still am alone. just as it seems lonliness could very well be happiness i find my heart still weeps and my mind is finding difficulty living through this.sometimes,you realize that this world is empty with out the comfort or love and sharing,i realize now that as much as i try to surpress my passions in life it grows inside me still.i try so hard to be so hard and still i fail at hiding everything i wish i could not be.
dont get me wrong love is so beautiful and people are so great but one is human..humans love to hate.
then just when u think u have life all figured out u think you are so smart above it alife has the tendancy to throw out something that will do nothing more then confuse and destroy u.
then it may seem that destruction may be just what i need.
i am so confused. ah well such is life...