misery vs happiness

some say there are no stories like the stories of lost love,hurt pain and all the misery in the world.if the story is happy and the people are smiling then the story becomes forgotten because everyone knows we like to think that there is always someone else out there who has it worse then you.we all have our battles and we all win and lose our own fights yet we look to others for advice.and then we question the advice we ask for and do what we're going to do anyways..

..humans are so complex.

when in reality everything is petty and just one more thing to do before you die.and we waste our lives bitching and complaing about the meaningless,remidial redundent shit that we could easily just deal with it and be done with it faster then the complaint could leave our lips.and yet we live for this..

we live to out smart..belittle and presue our own great happiness.we live in a society that makes even the healthy feel ugly and the beautiful feel useless.

goal for the week,spend at least 5-6 hours a day out side in the day light ... breathe some fresh air...ahhhhhhhh.....