current rambling
listening to the book of my life by sting
these days i'm just feeling so bad.i noticed that when i have stuff on my mind i don't know what i'm saying and i feel like the immediate situation that i'm facing is in a foggy haze.sometimes i absently say things that i don't mean to say and i seriously don't remember saying it later.its like im blurting out stuff but thats not necessarily what i'm thinking.i'm so moody at times.i get so absent minded i dont realize what i just said. i mean,its not hurtful to anyone.maybe just careless.but some people do take it seriously (who really dont know my nature).but then i dont joke around with people who dont really know me.
i've no social life.i dont give a damn bout whats happening in college.what girl is going out with what guy.gossiping bout other peoples personal life is just not me.and people 'round me are so concious bout it.every fucking girl is a material girl.money,big cars is all they look for but then they arent the only one everybody looks for it.they just arent real.so fake.
i really cant get hold of any of the people i desperatly want to get a hold of so much.i feel like i am getting old too quickly and i just want my life to slow down.
growing up can be so confusing.fuck you all.tas de merde.fucking burn in hell and DIE!!!all you people out there just DIEEEEEE!!!!
these days i'm just feeling so bad.i noticed that when i have stuff on my mind i don't know what i'm saying and i feel like the immediate situation that i'm facing is in a foggy haze.sometimes i absently say things that i don't mean to say and i seriously don't remember saying it later.its like im blurting out stuff but thats not necessarily what i'm thinking.i'm so moody at times.i get so absent minded i dont realize what i just said. i mean,its not hurtful to anyone.maybe just careless.but some people do take it seriously (who really dont know my nature).but then i dont joke around with people who dont really know me.
i've no social life.i dont give a damn bout whats happening in college.what girl is going out with what guy.gossiping bout other peoples personal life is just not me.and people 'round me are so concious bout it.every fucking girl is a material girl.money,big cars is all they look for but then they arent the only one everybody looks for it.they just arent real.so fake.
i really cant get hold of any of the people i desperatly want to get a hold of so much.i feel like i am getting old too quickly and i just want my life to slow down.
growing up can be so confusing.fuck you all.tas de merde.fucking burn in hell and DIE!!!all you people out there just DIEEEEEE!!!!
posted by Sarah at 3:06 AM
2 Comments:
Agreed. But you know what, it makes me feel like i am worthless. You've helped me out in my bad time and when ur facing my ( almost my kind of ) scenario...i dont even know it.
I dont know it cuz u didnt tell it to me..and that cud only mean i aint worth knowing that.
Well, i trust u for whatever you decide. Keep on rockin the free world.
P.s. : There is a world far better and that world is called ur IMAGINARY WORLD. Go deep into that...its KEWL in there.
-Depresso Express.
you should eat a tamarindo. those always make me feel better.
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