despressing things

i'm so deprssed right now.even the funniest jokes cant make me lauggh!

seriously,i'm depressed.reason?i dunno.i'm not sure.i'm sick of everything.

its like everything i gained in the last few months i lost it.WHY?!?GOD,why dont your people give another chance?aonther chance to be better than before?to show how sane somebody is?how cool would it be if he knew.wtf.seriously, need help - badly.

now i will tell you what i've done for you
50 thousand tears i've cried
screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
and you still won't hear me
don't want your hand this time i'll save myself
maybe i'll wake up for once
not tormented daily defeated by you
just when i thought i'd reached the bottom
i'm dying againi'm going under

drowning in you
i'm falling forever
i've got to break through
i'm going under
blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
so i don't know what's real and what's not
always confusing the thoughts in my head
so i can't trust myself anymore
i'm dying againi'm going under

so go on and scream
scream at me i'm so far away
i won't be broken again
i've got to breathe i can't keep going under

current music-going under-evanescene.