damn,this bitchy feeling :S

since i've came to know he knew it was me on the other id i feel like a bitch :S i really do and i know i'm one!why dont i just let it go?now,i'm definatly sure people are right.i'm no less than some crazy bitch.stupid me.and i just cant get over the fact that he also thinks of me as a bitch :P.not that i've heard him say that but i'm sure he thinks of me as some mad psycho whose crazy for him.wants to sleep with or worse!and this thing makes me feel sorry for myself.i've no bad intentions.nor am i in love with him or whatsoever :S.and i dont get it what i really want fromm him :S.hell,am so confused and i just cant help feeling like a bitch and all lately!!!!!!this is so fucking crazy, howlame.but what the hell?i can whine here bout anythin!!!!damn you all :(